Wednesday, 29 June 2011

here's come the truth

Nurulita Tyas: pernah bosen sama aku gaa?
Armand Putra sudah meng-unload IMVironment.
Armand Putra: muu?
Armand Putra: bosen mah engga atuh sayang
Armand Putra: kalo jenuh mah pernah, makanya kadang suka gatau mau ngomong apa

Tuesday, 14 June 2011

rain

aku kehilangan rasa untuk menulis.
atau hilang kemampuan?

yang pasti sudah tiga jam aku diam di kedai ini dengan keadaan :
- 1 gelas frapuccino ukuran besar dalam keadaan kosong
- 1 gelas coffee latte dalam keadaan nyaris kosong
- tuna sandwich yang baru dimakan setengah dengan saladnya yang sudah hancur tanpa bentuk
- kacamata merah marun kesayanganku yang baru kuletakkan
- tumpukan buku yang berantakan

bahkan setelah sekitar 2 buku aku habiskan, aku masih belum bisa menulis.
hem.
ralat.
setelah 2 buku sangat bagus aku habiskan, muse itu masih belum datang.

aku alihkan pandangan ke arah luar dan menatap hujan yang masih turun dan terlihat sedang enggan untuk berhenti.

dug!
bunyi sesuatu diletakkan di meja.
tapi terdengar terlalu dekat.

krit..
kurasakan meja tempatku bergetar.

caramel afternoon.
buku pertamaku adalah hal pertama yang kulihat ada di meja.
menyusul kemudian, wangi parfum yang sangat kukenal.
dan....

" Caramel machiato, princessa. Itu yang kau gunakan saat menulis buku ini." orang itu meletakkan mug besar berisi caramel machiato tepat di hadapanku.

Narandra.
hujan.
senja.

aku tersenyum simpul.

A new chapter has just begin.
apa yang harus dilakukan saat bahkan melihatmu sudah tidak membuatku tenang?

mungkin bosan, mungkin jenuh, mungkin juga sepi.
mungkin hanya kekosongan yang terisi terlalu penuh.
hingga semua terasa biar berdesir.

mungkin memang aku yang terlalu perasa.
atau kita berdua yang sudah mati rasa.

memang garis ada untuk membatasi.
bukan untuk dilangkahi.

it starts with pain.
add some vain.
and a little of tears.
then, it is a perfect love story.

see?
that's how the universe work.
it's fair enough for you and me.
because both of us got some unfair world.

Monday, 13 June 2011

why?
because you always say the truth everytime.
and by the word everytime has spoken, it really means every single time.
i mean, it is good to know the truth without me, myself have to dig it really deep.
but sometimes, when it really came as an every single time, it would feel...errggh. iritating? intimidating? hurt.

yeah, it is hurt.

Tuesday, 7 June 2011

question #1

talking back about dj's family, what can i say?
they got passion, they had talent, and... ah yaaa, they got (almost) everything.

but they also got successed in life with their own feet. there's no need the 'dj' title itself.
they'd be what they wanna be.
and there's no preasure from their parents that they're have to be someeee..hemmm richest megalomaniac?
no no no.

the biggest part that take them to the highest level is, 'they had passion, they knew what they wanna be, and they knoew what they have to do'.

talking about passion and all that come up with this.
what will i do after i graduate? (still far far away, but there's no sin in wondering)
be a real lawyer? i mean it IS hard to be a 'good' lawyer in this country, good as your heart say? almost impossible.
consultant? i'm not really good in giving some advice. prefer to really get myself into the 'problem'.

well, my wildest dream is having a restaurant (or more) and some clothing lines.
but it is further than the 'far far away what will i do after the graduation'.

so back to the 'far far away after the graduation'.
what is your passion, lita?
what will you do to be successful in life?
to have enough life?

is it a sin if i say, for now, my passion is in academic thingy?

Thursday, 2 June 2011

silly you and love isi in the air

Armand Putra: td retno nge ym
Armand Putra: man ultah liput mau ngapain
Armand Putra: shit aku masih disangka anak labil
Nurulita Tyas: eh aduhduh
Nurulita Tyas: :|
Nurulita Tyas: iiiii kan maksudnya baaaiiiiikk
Nurulita Tyas: soalnya kan taun lalu kamu ngajakin ke rumaaah
Nurulita Tyas: tapi pas padenya sakit
Armand Putra: haha iya2
Armand Putra: aku udah bilang aku mah ga ngapa2in
Armand Putra: tp klo kalian mau ngapa2in mah sok aja2
Armand Putra: >:)
Nurulita Tyas: aduhduhduh -.-
Nurulita Tyas: ank ini malah cerita
Nurulita Tyas: :))
Armand Putra: EH
Armand Putra: iya ya
Armand Putra: ADOOOOH
Armand Putra: ya udah deh
Armand Putra: -________-
Nurulita Tyas: ahahahahah
Nurulita Tyas: aduhduh
Nurulita Tyas: =))
Armand Putra: :|
Armand Putra: jangan bilang2 retno ya
Armand Putra: aduh ko aku bodoh sih
Nurulita Tyas: ahahhaa
Nurulita Tyas: gapapaaa, i love the silly you
Armand Putra: tp ini terlalu bodoh looh adoooh
Armand Putra sedang mengetik...
Armand Putra: -___-
Nurulita Tyas: gyahahahahaa

from tumblr

i’m sorry if love you is hurting your own

-what a pity, right? shame on me