You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

just in a blink and it has been 2 years.
well, thank you. i just....don't know what to do or how to survive in this thingy without you.

cause you've been my anesthetic for so long 

note to self

Nurulita Tyas: world has its own way to make it fair, darl
Nurulita Tyas: maybe world just wanna make us understands. about other's life.
Nurulita Tyas: about a scar behind every laugh
Nurulita Tyas: about loneliness behind every (seems) perfect life
Nurulita Tyas: or maybe.... it's just meant to be
Nurulita Tyas: :)

see? it's useless.
better to keep it myself.

when you're down and everyone's cheering for it.
where do you have to go?
not a single place.
not a single man.
not any person at all.

just books. coffee. and blank paper.

when the only thing you can do is the best way to hurt other people you care.
how can somebody telling me that life is better than having no life at all?